I’m currently preparing for my ARSM (Associate of the Royal Schools of Music) Piano Performance Diploma Exam this April.
How’s it going? I’m losing hope….. motivation……. and patience………
This always happens a fortnight before my performances, I get a sudden dip in motivation and I don’t seem to connect with what I’m practicing. Every time you force yourself to practice, it does more harm than good as nothing really processes.
Fingers crossed, I will run through my programme before the actual exam date. At this rate, I don’t see it happening 😦
Help! I need to inspire myself in one way or another. 😦
Sorry I haven’t been keeping up with updates on my blog lately.
It’s the Lent period, so I’ve decided to go off Instagram and Twitter and focus more on my work. It’s a time of reflection for me and to get closer to God in prayer and community service. I’ve also cut down on sugary drinks and snacks as well as junk food so hopefully I’ll make it through!
Just a quick update:
I got into the Royal Conservatoire of Scotland! – I am absolutely over the moon and third time lucky! I’ll be starting this September in the Music Education (BEd) course there and I’m looking forward to it!
Taking part in a Digital Exchange Project – I will not say too much about this as it has only started but this is such an exciting (international) collaborative project.
I am so grateful for these blessings! Grateful to God for giving me the strength and perseverance to keep pursuing my dreams and for giving me a wonderful support group in my family, community, work and in the RCS.
I have finally fulfilled one of my long term wishes to start a WordPress website and hopefully be consistent with blogging.
Just a little bit about myself, I’m Patricia and I am currently on the journey towards getting into Music School. 2019 is the big year that I finally get into university! I am a first study Pianist and was classically trained from the age of 11 – so it has been a decade since I started playing.
My journey in Music started in first year high school and I immediately found my passion and sense of belonging in it. Shortly after taking up Piano, I also took up the Flute throughout my secondary school years but stopped playing ever since I left school.
Being a part of Music ensembles makes me feel at home, playing Piano in the Jazz band and Flute in the Concert Band – the people around me are full of enthusiasm and joy when it comes to playing Music. That kind of environment kept me going and made me want to pursue Music.
I taught myself some Fingerstyle and Classical guitar – although I am no master at it. I done it purely out of enjoyment, one of my inspirations in Fingerstyle guitar is Sungha Jung and I have been following him even before I started playing Guitar. I have always wanted to play Guitar like him so I learned one of his arrangements ‘So Sick’ by NeYo and uploaded it onto YouTube and surprisingly got 11k views for it!
Ever since I left school, all I have been focussing on is Piano, after all it is my first study. For the past few years taking some time out, I have performed at recitals, hotel gigs playing solo and accompanied others, accompanied a String Orchestra at Christmas concerts and so on. Being able to perform is an honour and I enjoy every second of it, it gives me the opportunity to express myself and pour my heart out into every single performance.
The journey to Music School isn’t always sunshines and rainbows. I have faced some tough challenges and sometimes… it gets frustrating when you feel like you have no direction. Performance opportunities do not show up often and it has been a while since I last performed solo, sometimes I get bad performance anxiety. I remembered one time when I had to perform in the Royal Conservatoire of Scotland’s Piano Summer School and once I sat down in front of the Piano, it feels like I have been disconnected from the Piano and playing feels odd and different. It was a tough and intensive summer school but it was worth every second of it, being taught by some of the top professors in the world.
I am also part of the Transitions programme within the Royal Conservatoire of Scotland where I get Piano and Voice lessons as well as mentoring guidance. I have been blessed with this opportunity after having an unsuccessful audition a few years back. It knocked my confidence and when Transitions reached out to me, it felt like a new hope. It is the best thing I have ever been part of since I left school, it felt like I was stranded in the dark but I found myself once I joined.
I took part in collaborative projects and made new friends who are likeminded, having dreams of getting into a Performing Arts school – some are from different art forms such as Acting, Musical Theatre and Film. Transitions also offer performance trips and short courses that are all paid for and some allowance to help students to get by during the year.
Now, I have sent in my university applications for Music and have auditions pending. This is exciting! I have also started teaching Piano to primary school students and fingers crossed, I get more students in the near future. Currently, I am preparing for two Piano Diploma exams in March and July – it feels like ages away but it isn’t! I am still a work in progress but I look forward to what 2019 has for me in store!
Thank you for reading til the end! I’ll be sure to keep you posted.