It has been a month since I last blogged, reason being I needed to catch up with myself. It’s been constant work for me for the first quarter of the year and I decided to take some time off on my birth month 🙂 It’s May-time. *plays NSYNC It’s Gonna Be Me*
I hit a creative block and just wasn’t happy with what I was doing, the stale routine of going to work, lessons and teaching. I also fell ill for a week which isn’t fun at all! Despite all of that, I pushed through the weeks and tried to make as much out of my social life.
I caught up with friends and family:
- Went to see one of my favourite pianists perform, Valentina Lisitsa in Edinburgh
- Done the Inflatable 5K Run with my friends
- Celebrated my 22nd at Benihana with my family
- Caught up with distant friends
- Went to a Make up Masterclass
I missed spending time with them as I feel distant and disconnected from others.
Honestly, I have not been kind to myself lately and have been so harsh when I’m not achieving anything nor being unable to help out with my effort. I’m soul tired and in need of a retreat or holiday. I just haven’t really been paying attention to what’s going on around me and being caught up in my own thoughts – typical me eh?
A lot has happened in the past month until now! So grateful for friends and family to be there for me, reaching out does help 🙂