Lately, I’ve fallen off track with most things in my everyday life. I lost track of my purpose and found it hard to get back on track personally.
I’ve tried to search for answers through reflections, prayer and going out but I just felt disconnected to everyone and everything.
Deep down, I still lacked something and I wasn’t finding joy in what I was doing.
I guess it’s normal to feel a dip after a big win. Working towards something for so long and getting the desired result is exhilarating.
What’s odd was I felt underwhelmed during my celebrations and unsatisfied and was looking for another purpose or goal.
I’m used to being kept busy and on the go at all times but when it’s time to relax. I couldn’t do so in peace? It’s like I’ve stepped into an unknown zone.
The question of “What now?” pops into my head.
That feeling of uncertainty of the in between period before I start another phase in life.
It’s like I’m free but at the same time not as I have no direction currently. Wanting to talk to someone about this but I don’t want to be a burden on anyone.
Have you ever felt this way? If so, what did you do to get back on track?
I’ve started off again doing the things I love and yet, I still feel lost. My mind wanders off always.
Please reach out, I’d like to hear your experience.